I've been wanting to give my room a make-over of sorts.

You know, rearranging, new things on the walls, maybe maybe a new shade of paint here and there that kinda stuff.

But seriously, I'm too lazy to even get started.

I know my room is full of junk. There's so many things that I should be throwing out. Like old magazines, scraps of paper, or some weird wires and CDs here and there. But there's always this nagging feeling at the back of my head that says I may just need all those that seems unnecessary now.


Need to be more unsentimental too.


Oh yes, I was just wondering where the rest of the year went, since it's like ALREADY the END OF SEPTEMBER!

Freak. This year was absolutely a fly by, well not as much as 2006 was, which Joel and I decided that since it happened so quickly, 2006 must not have exisited at all.

So officially, it's 2003, 2004, 2005, then 2007. No 2006.

Somehow, somewhere we got enlisted, and hey! We're gonna reach ORD.


Oh yes. Ok ok, here's a little background first.

When I do drive my car to camp, I park it like where the others all do. But at the end of the day it's splattered with little yellow dots. And it affects nearly all cars.

SO I was thinking it was some plant sap thingy, so I started to park away from the bushes.

But Nooo. The spots did not stop appearing.


And finally, we decided, it was bird pee.


CURSE ALL PEEING BIRDS! But I'm just confused and wondering why in blue heavens would they pee over that stretch of the car park?

Is it like super conducive for birds to release their urinal explusion at that period of time and place??!??!

Stupid birds.



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Bows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere, I've looked at cloud that way.
But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things i would have done but clouds got in my way.

I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions i recall.
I really don't know clouds at all.

Moons and junes and ferris wheels, the dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real; i've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show. you leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know, don't give yourself away.

I've looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions i recall.
I really don't know love at all.

Tears and fears and feeling proud to say "i love you" right out loud,
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds, i've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day.

I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions i recall.
I really don't know life at all.


Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now


This, is the kind of songs that just makes you sit down and be poignant.



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My friend made a point today. I was telling him it's funny how oblivious someone can be, when I quite obviously show my dislike towards this guy.

Then he said, but isn't that the point, not to let other people know that you don't like them?

Which really makes me wonder.


Ok, usually I don't dislike people. And I usually forgive as time passes, if I do dislike someone. BUT. When I do, it's usually due to arrogance, or stupidity. Any other thing I can stand. Really.

And why would I not want someone to know I don't like them? Cos usually, these people are of no use to me, and really, they're those kinda of people who thinks that they're so smart that they'll get away with things, but when the times come for it, they just stammer and say nothing.


Excellent example of all talk no action.

Sigh.


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Relatively, alot happened this weekend.


But I'll just say that I like photography, and pictures.


And finally, Happy Birthday Gwendolyn and Happy Birthday Sihui!

Two birthday girls on the same day. Both as zany and beautiful.

Photos later.


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Sometimes, people should stop thinking that they're the angsty hero in the show of this world.


Not everything is about you and for you.


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Joe Hisaishi Live - Summer ( from Kikujiro )

Just a lil something. That's all from my lousy handphone camera.


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There's a malay wedding going on downstairs.


And there's some really bad singing going on.



Help.


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SAF FANTASY

NS Song

If there's one thing I'd like to do now, it's to walk around at night at some carpeted floored place, like a hotel or some school.

Lighted of course, with a very nice ambiance too.


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Off to camp in an hour's time for the Change of Guards thingy again, but hey, at least I get a day's off for that.


The week's been a lil crazy, but I think we got the better end of that, since we dodged the 3 funerals, including the full military one. But my deepest regrets to the families nonetheless, and to the band too.


It was parades galore,and the weather was being wonky throughout them all. The sudden downpour followed by the insanely blazing sun means that you'll see us running of the parade square then forming back up in the humid-est air you'd ever find yourself in, with scorching sun to boot too.


It's no wonder so many of us fell sick.


Personally, I got flu, sore throat and cough. Blessed combo, which means you can't breathe through your nose at nights, can't eat anything oily(which is essentially army food) and can't keep quiet at concerts or movie.


*Hack hack hack* and now I'm phlegmy. Snot-filled seriously.


Oh yes, one good thing did come out from this week. I bought The Darkness. Fantastic fun.


So we'll push on through till the next week's worth of parades are over, and most likely, we'll be able to take a breather. Together with a fantastiv t-shirt tan.


I need albums, and photoframes. Donations?


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