Hiatus~!

To the Green Land I go,
When I'll be back,
I hope someone knows!
Hairless and nameless,
Got to be bold and shameless.
So let be grow and maybe earn some fame,
This Is It!


Till Again.

Buddies. (Top row: Weijian, Eugene, Zat. Bottom Row: Guangrong, Me, Juling and Joan)

These were the people who stuck on to me, or rather, I stuck on to since sec 1 to this very moment. Doesn't matter if I only knew Joan for less than 2 years; doesn't matter if Guangrong and I had a bad past; now we're all buddies. Like Guangrong said, it's like a family. We can be pissed at each other at times, angry even, ignoring or whatsoever, but at the end of the day, we're still who we are to each other.

Weijian: You'll always be Weijian to me. Somehow, J didn't really feel right, haha. Weijian's the name I knew from that day in Sec 1/2 at the canteen at the pillar in front of the vegeterian stall when lining up to go back to class, and Weijian's the name that I feel close to when I say it. Mushy much, but hey, that's more than brotherhood we're having. I won't mention details of the gift, but no you're not what you think you are. You've always been the one I respected and look up to for all these while. Nothing less than "best friend" and "born leader" comes to my mind when I think of you. Don't worry about not spending much time together, time's treasured when we're together. I can sit with you for hours and feel like we've spoken for years. It's ok, I've not been telling you how I felt about stuff, but I know that you'll understand anyway.

Eugene: WHAT A GIFT! haha, now I know why you said that. Am so contemplating on putting a picture of it right here now, for all to see. Heh. You're one of those that I always am glad to have met. Remember those days in PSL camp at the toilets where you, Guangrong, Selvam and I would play cards while one of us bathed? Priceless. Remember the times when we just crapped and talk trash about absolutely nothing? Remember how I took a photo of your underwear in band camp? I still have that photo~ Blackmail you. You're another of those born leaders you over-achiever! I think you're meant to do big things, and big things you will do.

Zat: What more can I say? At times you tick me off, at times you make me want to just hug and say thank you a thousand times. The little lessons in life, love, music, people, and all the nitty gritty stuff, I really want to know, where do you learn them from? You're a like teacher who's devote time to all of us for our sake. I wonder you're real at times too. How can anyone be so whacky, creative, yet emotional. I feel guilty at times for not giving back as much, and I'll try to pay it all back somehow. I've not idea how I ended up with all of you all, if not I'll still be geeky-ier, and like retarted or something. Thank you for taking care of me throughout this time. You're the glue that sticks us all together.

Guangrong: Nuff' said. Haha. Bitch la, your message so touching, cannot take it! I'm so so so so touched by that lil get-together you organised for me, like rarely I get such treatment. I'm sorry for whatever mean things I've said to you, but you're really a handful at times. You're amazing, your creative juices just flows like how the river pours into the seas. You'll make your mark someday. Though there might be better people out there, you're still one of the best I know. A better photograhper, a better artist, a better designer, a better friend.

Juling: Another one, we've written so much stuff for each other, we're running out of things to wish each other. Haha, better start thinking of things to say in NS. I'm grateful for whatever forces in the universe that has brought us closer. I think its music. Heh. 6 years of musicianship together, that ain't easy man. My ears are still suffering from your timpanis. BUT! You always have the best cookies, best cakes( though I don't eat), best parties, best lil thingies, best advices, and best gal friend to be ever! Wa, you're another of those "how did we get so close?" people. Na, that doesn't matter anymore. What matters now is "how I will make our friendship last for like heaven knows when." You're my sister, always taking care of me. Thanks.

Joan: Haha, you're like aunty la. Haha, kidding. I regret la, how we didn't meet earlier. Man, we've could have had so much more fun. Like LOADS! more fun. We need to spend more time man, it's like we've still have alot to know about each other, but still, you're one of the most obliging, understanding woman(woman le hor). You're like so nice la, everything also ok. Must learn to stand up for yourself! Haha. Thank you for accepting me so easily, and keep saying I'm a Hao Nan Ren, I'm just old fashioned that's all! You're also one of those that always take care of me, and I'm thankful for you. Things won't change between us, except for the better.


All right buds, I'll see you all when I'm hairless, and more "man", as Weijian puts it. I hardly think so though.

Till again.

Being 19 isn't very fun.

Maybe that's cos I'm quite pissed at the moment.

Why? Because freaking TWE Alumni prac this tues is cancelled, which means I've nothing to make me really really feel good before NS enlistment. That just pretty much sucks, since I will not be having anymore band pracs till like a few weeks after confinement and all that jazz. Nuts, I'm so pissed I can't even type whatever I'm thinking into words properly.

Argh. That's not the only thing.

Whatever man, this post's meaningless. Every blog needs some of this. Like how the world has idiots around.

Till again.

Yay. I'm nineteen. So that's like I'm 6940 days old, including the leap years. Yay, I'm very old, and its the last of my teen years. Finally, next year, I'll be a teen/adult, aka teenadult, or adulteen, whichever you prefer.

Yup, I didn't fall sick this year, and I'm very touched by all the wishes I had from my parents, all my buddies and friends all over. People like... (in alphabetical order, sorry Zat, haha..)

Azhar who called from Tekong,
Baolun who made beautiful card,
Benny and his touching message,
Cheryl who never forgets,
Chong Hu the Adriano fan club president,
Christine the first wisher,
Christine(senior with same birthday as me),
Dawn the caring auntie,
Damien my pool/just get along and talk nonsense buddy,
Donovan, the rocking neighbour with his funny card,
Eden who thinks I'm 17,
Erina my OG mate and the fantabulous tubist,
Eugene Teo whom I've not met for ages,
Fu Quan and his furry head,
Geneva(sis),
Guangrong the bitch,
Huiqing the weird,
Huikoon(through Justin),
Irfan and his song,
Joel and his very formal greeting (heh),
Joyce and her friendster testimonial,
Juling and her fantastic box of wishes and picture which I absolutely love,
Justin on his cheapskate alumNUS paper(haha),
Junyang with his "special" recylced paper and same ribbons from past letters,
Kenny and his "cake",
Kok Yong who remembered, very touched k,
Kurniawan and his well wishes for NS,
Meiyin my longest friend ever,
Meiting my cousin of a year and a month younger,
Min Ah and her super enthu caps locked message which made me imagine her screaming,
Michelle who was 40min late into 16April,
Paulina my granddaughter for some reason,
Peiling/Puiling the name that I never calls her by and her sweet lil card,
Rickson myself for singing myself a birthday song,
Ruiqi and her friendster checked birthday reminder(tsk),
Soo Kun aka Sooks the slity eyes,
Siok Wei and her nice card with road signs,
Timothy from MJ and his Ns advices,
Tsz Yan my other granddaughter for some reason,
Wee Kiat who nearly wanted to kiss me,
Weijian my beloved bro,
Xuanwei my only remaining Junior from MJC 05 batch,
Zatiman the greatest TWE member ever,
Zhenghong and his cheena message,
Zhengyi with his little message nicely typed,
And last but not least, Ziqing with her caring lil SMS.

Yup, I guess that's all, I hope I've not forgotten anyone. But really thanks for the effort and all that's been given. Thanks alot alot alot!!

For those who forgot.. oh well. Wait another year to be punctual, or I'm always ok about late belated wishes. Heh. Gifts too.

Oh, my birthday was yesterday by the way.

NS's coming, botakness, black geek specs, confinement, green, and grey. The worst part, besides not being to be with my family and friends, is my XBOX 360!!!! YARGH. I wanna play it. Shucks, I need more games, and that HD tv too. Nuts, I'm asking for too much, but hey, maybe I'll win it someway or another in some random draw or something. I can dream can't I?

Ay, it's late, and it's time to sleep. Somehow, I'm in love with Hips Don't Lie by Shakira. Hmm.

Till again.

For starters, I am going into NS, not like what Farah said, I will be going in this 21st of April, and it's not because I'm gay or retarded. I'm just physically impaired, so ya. Stop asking me when I'm going in. I know all of you can't wait to get rid of me, like how Michelle is waiting for me to get off this island, for god knows what reason.


NS's finally's coming, especially for Azhar, who'll be going in this sat. Tsk, he'll gone, and I better return him some of his stuff and borrow others before he goes in. Heck, he'll be in castaway island with hundreds of homogeneous people, or so he calls them, with the same black geek specs, durian head, same clothes and all that jazz. And he'll book out the week I enter, so he's pretty much gloating. That tong tong.


Anyway, Michelle has just said something unbelievable. Let me quote..


mic says:
i cant read
mic says:
i just cant listen
mic says:
lol
mic says:
nono
mic says:
let me rephrase.
mic says:
i can read better than i can read.
[V] Remember, remember, the Fifth of November. says:
?
[V] Remember, remember, the Fifth of November. says:
and tt's suppose to make sense?


I wonder why I didn't meet her earlier. Maybe that's to save myself from laughing my guts out or something. That's the same woman who thought that treason= threesome. Plus, she has two adorable puppies/doggies, and that's a plus point. Haha, kidding kidding.

So probably I'll be adding a small NS countdown thingy, so that all you people can send me well wishes or some small gifts for me to remember you inside that desolate island. It's annoying, people are P.O.P-ing (poping, haha..) and O.R.D-ing (ording.. haha), I'm just enlisting.

Bummer.

Ah well. At least like Azhar said, it's another phase of our lives, and it's just another experience to add in.


Was browsing some book about time at popular. It was saying how time was a different concept to us at different stages of our lives. How true is that?

At 10, time was just something that the clock tells. It only matters, when good things passed too quickly, and bad things too slowly.

At 14, time was something, that couldn't stop even if you destroyed all clocks on earth. It's a concept that represented the start of something and the end of something.

Well, these two were the most impressive ones that I remembered.

And another one was, how time to an infant was infinite practically non-exsistent. When together with an infant, one can be conscious how much time had progressed and one day, time will bring the infant to where they are right now.

Wow.

Right. Time tells me it's time to go sleep.

Check out my new pic! And some links are changed and updated.

Till again.