Looking for librarians.


Applicants have to be :

Old aunties
Short tempered
Speak bad english
Naggy
Irritating
Gives stares like its free gifts
Picks on certain people only


To apply, please call ....


I seriously think this is the advert that my sch and some other libraries give out to ask for librarians.


Ok, wasnt supposed to post that up, but ok, there's something called edit post. Keke.


Mmmhmm.

from Dawn's blog. Took quite alot of stuff from there.

10 Years Ago, I...
was 7? Sweet lil me got into Primary sch. Wow, those days were my hey day man. Getting first in standard and all, oh ya, i went China that year. Saw snow.. woo.Pretty.


5 Years Ago, I...
Was 12 and in priamry six. The last of year of my primary school days. Was a camp leader i think. Fun!! Then my teacher took us out bowling and all, I remembered this interview he took of me being asked the question how it is like beinga camp leader. I said "*blah blah blah..* so i think everyone should be a camp leader. Its a good job." or something like that. Took PSLE and well.. look where i ended up in.

3 Years Ago, I...
14 in secondary 2 in Temasek. A fun year with my classmates and officially were with weijian and gang, cos hung out with them more ma. Still had that nedry centre parting hair and all. Fell in and out and in again of love too. Really nice year.


A Year Ago, I...
On this day? I went out with her for a celebration of anniversary. Yup. It was really nice and memorable. We went to The Esplanade, Suntec, caught a movie and lunch. She got me a ring too, while i got her this flower thingy. Haha.. those were those days. Oh well, same day, different year, and doing different thing already. Doh.


This Year, I..
am 17, supposedly a matured guy but actually I so dont view myself as that. Darn. I'm in MJC, suffering under the rigorous JC life. In MJCSB, the band lar, and its.. getting better. MJC has its share of tong tong people and the funtastic ones. Can't stand those tongs tongs. Grrr.


Yesterday, I....
Er, took my exam in school, and proceeded to Changi Airport to studying with Shawn Paul. Haha, he was telling me all the Tioman trip thingy, leaving out the "things" he did. Wow, they sure did have fun. Like playing truth or dare, only dare la. Some gross things involving taking a stick of gum out from someone's girlfriend bra. While she's wearing it. Ooh. Missed out on alot i guess.


Today, I ....
Went to Bedok library to continue studying. Got some comics too. Heeh.


Tomorrow I will...
take my econs exam and slack at home after that. Maybe do abit of chinese. Maybe.


Next month I will....
Stardie harder. Cant afford to not know my maths. Save me Caravan.


Next year I will....
ending my career as a JC student, and hopefully, recovered from my knee thingy.


Next 3 years I will..
Amry issit? Dont know much, but hope to accomplish something.. Music's going to be in it.


Next 5 years I will..
be like 22? Should be in Uni if i'm lucky. Either Mass Comm or Meteorlogical Studies.

Next 10 years I will...
Get married. Bwahahha, too young? Naw, Get a stable job at Changi Airport. Love that place. Not a toilet cleaner la..

Places that kids shouldn't be running and screaming around lest they get scalded by hot soups or trip over something.


Anywhere that I at.


Gawd, I'm so pissed. Ok, maybe not now, but then at that time. Running amok around at food centres isn't an ideal safety playarea you know? Think of all the hot ban mians, mee gorengs, laskas and grumpy tempered teenagers. Don't they know how much danger they are from these? Kinda reflect their upbringing too. But looking at their moms who are happily ignoring them and chatting away on why their sons arent getting enough assessments for exams or something like that, thinking its perfextly fine for kids to blaze around food centres yelling their heads off is fine, I don't see much upbringing being taught.


What girls should wear underneath halter(?) tops.


Bras without shoulder straps.


Like hello, for goodness sake. Its so disturbing to see someone's bra strap flashing so right in your face, screaming "ah! I'm a bra!" Erugh. Total turn off. Especially if you're not exactly thin and its cutting into your shoulder like..Naw, shan't go there.


Enough of grumpy old me.


Currently, we no life jc students are having our mid years. Frankly, I've screwed up my maths. Its a subject that has poked me in the eyes since the day i started learning it. Tuition, here I come again.


Looking forward to musical. Its another fun outing with friends. Eh, watch spiderman before going? Confirm with me yeah.

Fuming.


I'm am so fuming. Yet i'm quite amused. after reading this, see if i'm not a nice guy or not.


Ok, as most people would know, I have my cousin over. He's here for two weeks, and is leaving tomorrow. He's 5 and is a very smart boy. Knows alot of words, but quite irritating in the way that he asks alot of questions and talks about things that he doesnt knows.


For example.
I'm playing the computer. He goes:" Click that one! Click the X!! I like that one! I dont like that one! The thing ready liao!"
Like he knows anything about Warcraft. Or Blogger. Or typing this post.


Still he's aborable cos he has alot of crazy little talk to himself, going "Gong Xi Fa Cai!" and it is fun to play with him and see him sleep. Its real peaceful to see him sleep.


But he's real stubborn and proud. He wont say sorry or do something when asked to. That's besides the point. Or is it.


So for the past weeks, i've sacrificed my social life and band by staying at home to look after him when my mom goes to work. I'll put him to bed for his nap, make bread and milk for him when he wakes. I cant study much cos he'll be making some kind of noise watching tv. My sleep is lost thanks to his never ending singing to whatever's on tv. he'll go "BOB THE BUILDER! CAN WE FIXED IT? BOB THE BUILDER! YES WE CAN!!" over and over again, for lets say.. half and hour. Then he'll go "SAGWA!! YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND!! SAWGA!!" (-_-'")


Ok, he's young, so let him be.


Today, our dear boy, was feeling hungry. So i decided to toast bread with cheese for a snack for him. No thank you till i prompted him to. My mom was working late tonight, later then 7. So my sis made dinner for him. My sis and i took turns to feed him, but decided that he should eat by himself. Soon he finished, after gulping a mouthful of water after a mouthful of food. (Foreshadowing of events..)


Like fifteen minutes of finishing, he complained that he felt like vomitting. Naturally i brought him to the toilet. He spat out something, but didnt puke. I thoughth he was bloated, so i sent him to sit down and gave him a sweet. Immediately, he ran to the toilet again (which was in the kitchen) and puked all over the kitchen floor.


Great. My sis started freaking out, and like going "EEEEE!! SO SMELLY! SO GROSS!! AHHH!!" Poor me, had to clean up the bloody mess while my sis claim she cant clean it up cos she has just finished her dinner and she might puke too. So i "happily" took some newspaper and tissues and servettes to clean up the mess. The stinking, disgusting mess.
I ended up sweaty and smelly too.


I'm so fuming pissed now. Like i did so much to clean up, and my mom like totally disregarded that i did anything. But proceeded on to praise him for folding all the clothes. Like i told him not to do it, but he still did it. Prob praised him not to feel guilty. Hello.. i'm the victim here?? The totally innocent one who was cleaning up the smelly disgusting mess. But still, I'm amazed that i cleaned up that smelly disgusting mess. Only thing that made me clean it was the thought that how horrible it was when my mom had to clean up my mess.


Oh ya, our dear cousin is proud. He does not say thank you, not to me, after cleaning up his mess. he just walks past me mumbling "thank you". Right. The ungrateful rascal.


Off to take a bath. I'm stinking.

Do you remember?


reading some testimonials of some juniors of ours, i cant help but reminicise(?) the days we had our breakfast in the morning in our sch days.


remember those mornings we had? i may not be the earliest always, but its still a heartening sight to a gang of buddies in the morning. it started (more like i started) with only a few guys in the morning, (this is after diana's batch left). guys left were only me, j, rarely zhijian or aaron, few more guys like samuel, wang quan, sen, jethro, eugene, but it soon grew since then. basketballers started to join, canoeists too. we soon had the largest gang in the canteen.


weijian always had his tea and toast, samuel would join him too. we had alan, jethro, suan sen, eugene and the rest. it was fun to crap and disturb each other, boys will be boys. occasionally juling and friends would come down with her hamster, and seeing the burly basketball guys going all soft with it really seem a sight. its was entertaining to see us all mugging for a certain test or chinese spelling test, or most commonly, copying homework.


throughout the "hectic" school days, beside band pracs, the morning breakfast and recesses were the only other things that kept me perked up in school. the company of good friends. that's besides other factors then.


quite out of topic ah, here's something.

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In a survival situation, you:	Play dead
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Your gift is:	Artistic talent
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Your best quality is:	Your inclusiveness
Your weakness is:	Being unforgiving
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The Last Sunset.


Yup, this is a new template, finally. Many thanks to dear Weijian, who helped to guide me in adding this and that stuff. Feels pretty weird to CAPS at the start of every sentence now, my older template had a font that wouldnt allow me to CAPS anything at all. So if you would view my older posts, they're all CAPS non-existence. not lazy me k? Just the font being lazy.


Well, its been a long time since i've started blogging. This is one post that every blogger has to go through huh i guess? On the faithful day of Dec 20th, 2003, i entered the blogging world after much persuasion and attraction my Zat the greatest and my sister. Till now, this blog has transformed from "Contradictory Irony" to "Its All In the Stars" and currently, but not finally yet "The Last Sunset". Throughout this journey, it has stirred anger, contraversy(?), and much critics about the posts i wrote and posted. There were its emotional moments, quite alot in fact; its angry moments; bitchy moments, and plain boring moments. Well ,whatever it is, it sure has taught me a thing or two on writing your thoughts out to the public to read, and how much influence it has to people on judging you. From the ever childish posts that i wrote, till those meaningless/meaningful song lyrics i posted, did it ever make anyone out there reading ponder about what i wrote?


So farewell now, starry skies, and welcome to the world of the final last sunset.

ok.. now that my site meter is up, i know that my blog hasnt been read since i started long long ago.. only 20++ pathetic readers have read my this pathetic blog. aint that sad? will blog later.

this is much more worth your 6.50/7.50/8.50/10 bucks (last one for the pirated vcd).


take a good read.

harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban.


harry potter and the chamber of secrets.


harry potter and the sorcerer's stone.

ignore.


that's the best philosophy in life.


ignorance is bliss. that's the truest thing in life. that you dont know wont hurt you, and what you dont know, you dont think. what you dont think, you dont ponder over it. and what you dont ponder over, wont make you troubled.


i'm a true, faithful and erm..deep(?) follower of that philosphy now. who said that? which famous guys said that aboive sentence/phrase?


me. that's why i believe in it. isnt it true? what you dont know, you dont think about it. doesnt that make life much simpler for everybody? why meddle in things that would either lead to a) endless sleepless nights and endless emo days ; or b) nothing.


but the possiblity of reaching b) is like the possibility of meeting bill gates drinking coffee dressed in singlet and shorts and slippers ata coffeeshop in chai chee talking to a indian roti prata man about who should become the next singapore idol judge.


so why bother? that's why i'll be ignoring alot of things i'm hearing or seeing. for all we know its just an over-suspicious and paranoid mind going on. for example of someone i'll be ignoring would be my sister who's asking me to get off the com now. haha.


but that doesnt mean i'll be a total stone cold hearted tong tong who would give a shit if someone runs into trouble and needs my help.


after all, i'm a nice guy. =)


one final thing. i totally hate msn nicks which are lovey dovey. like "dear, i miss you so much.. wish to see you soon k? muacks~" and "i love you hubby~~" and "i'll always wait for you." puke. or lame ones like those you get from emails "be my friend and walk by my side" or some crap like that, or you try to be philosphic and have a nick like "it wasnt meant to be in the end". hello, if you want to have class in your nick, try harder. it aint working.


i'm still a nice guy right?

"but i respect your decision, and as i've told you, if you're happy with this, i'll be fine with it."


uhuh. seems a real long time since i've said this. does it make a difference that i said this at all?


right now, my greatest fear is death.


you all might think this is very lame, but currently, i fearing the death of my hamster.


i can practically hear the (-_-"') and the "diao..." now. hey. seriously, i treat this pet very specially. just like any other pets i had. it's one that is amazingly tame, never bitten anyone else that handled it, and its a most aborable thing anyone could have ever seen. but i'm just so sad that its getting old. and shedding alot of fur. anyone can tell me anything to do? i feel so helpless not being able to do anything about him. yes its a him. its my only link left. ergh. i'm not being gay. i'm just being sentimental. sobs.

thanks to mr Royston Ang, here's a quiz. quite fun to do.

1. Your name spelled backwards?
» Nat Noskcir. looks norse.


2. Where were your parents born?
» singapore..


3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
» gotta check my kazaa..santa monica by savage garden


4. Last time you swam in a pool?
» think it was last year.. i want to do it again soon.. but lazy la.


5. Have you ever been in a school play?
» erh.. yeah. it was for a courtesy one. went for competition. i was the villian though.


6. How many kids do you want?
» 3 seems pretty fine


7. Type of music you dislike most?
» eh. heavy metal.


8. Are you registered to vote?
» naw. gotta wait till next year


9. Do you have cable?
» hehheh.. ask roy.


10. Have you ever ridden on a mop?
» mop?? who does that?


11. Ever prank call anybody?
» yeah.. like those coin phones when u dont put coins and you call, and when the person you calls picks up, it cuts off. that was when i was younger.


12. Ever get a parking ticket?
» if i drove.. i dont think i would. i'm a law abiding citizen. bwah.


13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
» *whimpers..* spare me.


14. Furthest place you ever travelled?
» gotta be china or korea.


15. Do you have a garden?
» naw. wouldnt like one. hard to maintain.


16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
» yeah.. after singing it since i satarted sch.. now in jc still must sing..


17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
» bath.. in bath tub! shower's fine la. and morning to refresh, night to clean up.


18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
» best? harry potter hardly matches up to best.


19. Favorite pizza topping?
» cheese.. lots and lots of cheese..*licks lips*


20. Chips or popcorn?
» give me chips anyday.


21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
» actually i wear a pink one. that's why my lips are so red. duh.


22. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
» do people do that? or is that a slang?


23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
» haha. wouldnt qualify for swimsuit round.


24. Orange Juice or apple?
» eeh.. hard choice. orange i guess.


25. When and who was the last person u went out on a date?
» official date? mal. unofficial? juling i guess. with alot of other friends.


26. Favorite type chocolate bar?
» kitkat..


27. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
» yeterday, at some website.


28. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
» er. i dont like them. even though i like the sauce.


29. Have you ever won a trophy?
» primary school. some relay thingy. amazing for a un-athelectic guy like me.


30. Are you a good cook?
» naw. never a good cook. not like my mom.. sob.


31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
» naw. cost a bomb can. but i think i did help my mum order something.. some can machine.


32. Sprite or 7-up?
» got diff meh? doesnt bother me to choose either.


33. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
» if you call schooling work. yeah. if not, no.


34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
» hmm. chocolates.


35. Ever thrown up in public?
» yah. in school after a 2.4 run. blegh.. all over the ground.


36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
» currently? i'm still a true love. money cant buy love.


37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
» naw. it takes time to cultivate and nuture. how can first sight??


38. Can ex-es be friends?
» asking me now, erm pretty much so. (i hope.)


39. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
» grandma. soon it'll be me myself.


40. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?
» according to my dad, yeah. hairy boy.


41. What is in your room?
» bed..desk with school stuff..wardrobe with clothes and drawer with personal stuff..cupboard with all my prized possessions. and my mom's sewing machine.


42. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
» think about what happened the day itself.

i miss..


my cousin's in my house now. he's a real kid. considering he's only five, he has to be a kid. he's a real devil. and he's really funny. he has this little antics. he was just telling me "shake shake backside." and now he's dancing to "barney and friends"


i miss the days of my kiddy past. sob sob.

that's not the only things i miss.


i miss my life in secondary school. remember those days of irritating teachers and having nice food in the canteen and nice canteen vendors? man. not to mention band pracs with people i liked and loved. the constant work that seem difficult then and so easy now. the pain that seem sour but sweet now. all these and more.


oh well. do leave a comment on the pics below. be back to blog again when i have enough confusion to release it out here.

look like meh.. i seriously dont think so. maybe not in this pic la. but still..

this is sofaking funny~

when you're too lazy to post some pics.. you do this.


5 THINGS YOU CAN SEE
1) my LG 7100handphone on the table
2) tv remote
3) my watch
4) my sis watch
5) canadian pizza phamplet


5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1) my M.A.D hair day yellow tee
2) temasek sec pe shorts
3) glasses that's slighty unbalanced
4) underwear..grey today
5) a ok mood

5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1) uploading some camp pics from my phone
2) chatting to two persons at the same time
3) listening the news
4) playing neopets
5) scrathing my finger


5 THINGS YOU ATE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
1) tolberone chocholate
2) dinner(fish and veg with eggs. yum)
3) instant noodles for breakfast
4) kinder suprise chocolate
5) air


5 THINGS YOU DID SO FAR TODAY
1) read the latest issue of TIME
2) played Warcraft on battlenet
3) taught my cousin simple shapes and entertained him
4) brought my grandma home from hospital wih my uncle and aunt
5) read the life section of the NewsPaper


5 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
1) tv news.. channel 8
2) mum asking me to sleep soon
3) robbie williams's Millenium
4) the msn alert sound
5) the typing of the keyboard sound.. click click.


5 COLOURS YOU CAN SEE
1) purple.. the placemat on my com.
2) white..the placemat on my com.
3) red..the placemat on my com.
4) green..the placemat on my com.
5) blue.. the mousepad.


5 THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD
1) how would tomorrow's checkup with doctor go?
2) should i go for linedance tomorrow?
3) am i ok?
4) exams are coming... freak!
5) suddenly, her.


10 THINGS YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO IN YOUR LIFETIME
1) go overseas with my friends
2) play a fantastic solo
3) get married.
4) have kids. as in have children of my own.
5) be famous for something.
6) sing in public.
7) be frank to myself.
8) forget my past.
9) go to new zealand or america or japan or switzerland
10) be a better me.


5 ARTISTS YOU REALLY ENJOY OR WOULD NEVER MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO WATCH
1) robbie williams
2) lindsay lohan
3) jim carrey
4) michael buble
5) Tokyo Kosei Wind


10 OBJECTS IN YOUR ROOM YOU LOVE
1) bed..
2) my soft toy dog from Mal
3) my cupboard with all my collections of action figures.
4) my radio
5) my shoebox of cards from everyone
6) picture frames with the people in them
7) my pencil box
8) my mouothpiece
9) my ring
10) my name sewed by my mom in beads.


10 FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT
1) Fire (babyface and des'ree)
2) Here's to the night (eve 6)
3) Moondance (Michael Buble)
4) Ross Roy (Jacob de haan)
5) Someone like me (Atomic Kittens)
6) Something beautiful (robbie williams)
7) All i wanted (Michelle Branch)
8) Light in your eyes (Blessid Union Of Souls)
9) Something about you (Five For Fighting)
10) Fever (Michael Buble)


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[10 of your favorite songs at this moment]
refer to above please


[09 things you're looking forward to]
1) the next time we can play as 2003 band alumni and band.
2) sleeping
3) curing my knee
4) end of exams
5) walk around town with friends
6) the new harry potter book
7) spiderman two
8) recovery from my ulcer
9) my marriage/death


[08 things you enjoy doing most]
1) making music
2) laughing
3) stoning
4) talking my heart out
5) making people happy
6) having a good time with my friends
7) playing my cornet
8) sleep


[07 favourite memories]
1) the first conrad visit
2) Zhi Jian's bday party
3) July Celebration Dinner
4) SYF 2003
5) dates with mal
6) the day i fell in love
7) Amazing race the first one


[06 things you touch everyday]
1) my hair
2) my handphone
3) glasses
4) bed
5) a book of sort
6) my hamster


[05 things you do everyday]
1) irritate/talk to my sis/mum/hamster
2) be in a bad mood of sort.
3) think about losses of my life
4) eat
5) bath


[04 things you are good at]
ok.. let's try this.
1) irritate my sister
2) talk crap
3) entertain myself
4) be a listening ear to someone


[03 movies you'd watch over and over again]
1) Lord of the Rings 1, 2, 3
2) Moulin rouge
3) the one of my own life (frankly i cant think of other one to put here.)


[02 artists or bands you've seen live]
1) Urban Xchange
2) Jean Danker


[01 person you'd spend your life with]
1) loved one i guess.

back from the camp.


i brought back a few things from the camp.


number one: the knowledge of how to belay(its a rope climbing thingy)
number two: how to climb a rock wall
number three: a freaking bad ache/pain/injury to both my forearms. so much so that i'm having difficulty typing.
numer four: knowing that people jump to conclusions far too fast. and there's one too many shitty people i have to be with in my group.


the first two arent really something that i'm super proud of, but its the scaling some high wooden poles and crossing super tall poles with shakey(?) bridges that makes me proud of myself.


but its thanks to the climbing and belaying that caused me number three. ultimate forearms that hurt like crap. the pain was so bad that i couldnt pick up my phone to sms, or do anything thing else, even though i had prop myself up with my elbows for push ups. oh crap. anyway its alot better now, thanks to my instructor who got me this cream and applied it. worked like a wonder.


last point. bitching time.
people jump to conclusion far too easily, seriously, what you see most of the time isnt what you get. but sometimes shit just sticks themselves to you and clings like there's no tomorrow. shit is just shit, and crap is just crap, and a pineapple will always be a pineapple, not an apple in anyway. this irritating guy, thinks just because he has experience in rock climbing entitles him to be the leader and tyrant over the group by bombarding us with his "intructions". oh shut up already. poor me had to endure to his nonsense for the camp. as if it wasnt enough to see him embarass himself on stage while trying to run for council. if you cant make it, you cant. so please dont try, it only shows the desperate level in you. and its off the scale. so dear whoever is up there, stop testing my patience and giving me such people in my life.


for the umptheen(?) time, somebody commented that i looked like a cartoon character. it went something like this.


girl: "hey, have i seen you before? what primary school were you from?"
me: "huh? bedok town primary. you from there?"
girl: "no leh.. hm.. but you look damn familar..i know i saw you somewhere."
me: " tv? haha"
girl: "ya!!"
friend prompted: "the lion king bird! zazuu!"
girl: "ya ya ya!! that one! look like sia! mickey mouse also abit!"
teacehr who was sitting there listening: " now that you all say.. ya abit."
me: (-_-"')



seriously. do i?


coming back from camp brought me to realise something. being in camp and out of camp, and with jacintha showed me myself.


its been long since i took down my mask, til i met up with jacintha recently. it was only then i could be myself and speak my heart out. but being in camp i couldnt. i had to be the cheery me, the nutty one. i tried to be me during the camp, but it was soon followed by " are you ok? i've never seen you so serious and quiet" and "hey, dont be so quiet leh, it scares me."


its not like you people have never seen me pissed or angry before.


argh. what's the point of this? i'm cooped and caged up by myself, yet its impossible to reveal myself, for everyone assumes i'm the one who is the one who is the one who cheers and smiles, not one who is silent and troubled(to some extent.) the camp was a leadership camp. i doubted i was even supposed to go for it. yes i've been in leadership positions since primary school, but did i really do a good job? that was why i wanted to run for mjc band exco. i wanted to see if i had the true potential and qualities people think i possess in me to do the job without weijian they all. they have been the ones helping me all these times, but can i survive without them in leading? i've alot of ideas inside, but to excute them brings out a whole new problem. do i see myself as the leader that people would see me? if i was to, i would have to face up to reality and let past pass. but that's an obstacle i've yet to overcome. its something i must do it myself. it takes effort to bring something up, and it also takes effort to put it down.


fly away. float away. bring it far away now.

i so must blog this down. sent to me by, Surprise.. sunrise liming! thank you again~


50 Signs You've Been In Band Too Long


1. You hear music and start marking time.
2. When you walk behind someone, you're in step with them.
3. You try to guess the tempo of your favorite song.
4. All your friends are in band.
5. You don't mind changing on the bus.
6. You point out key changes and dynamics while listening to the radio.
7. Every guy/girl you're interested in is in band.
8. You like wearing your uniform.
9. When people ask you about your social life, you say, "Oh, you mean my horn?"
10. You consider your set book a fashion accessory.
11. You've had a "Trombone-ectomy."
12. You practice your instrument more than you talk to your pet.
13. Being mauled by a drum is a normal part of life.
14. People worry when they see you without your instrument.
15. "Armed guard" means girl with pole instead of guy with gun.
16. Band camp is FUN!!!
17. You respond to "band geek".
18. When someone says the word box, you automatically put your head up.
19. You remember the order of flats and sharps more easily than your name.
20. You dress the lunch line, and encourage others to do the same.
21. When you are alone, you suffocate because there's no one telling you when to breathe.
22. Slides feel normal.
23. Your instrument has a name.
24. You remember your instrument's birthday, and forget your mom's.
25. Making a diagonal is your biggest accomplishment of the day.
26. Backwards marching no longer reminds you of ballet.
27. You throw your instrument a birthday party.
28. You can make brown shoes look white.
29. Your uniform fits.
30. White feathers become a fashion "do".
31. You see your section more than you see your family.
32. Everyone else wants to kill the other football team, and you want to kill the other band.
33. When you walk, you automatically start with your left foot.
34. You think evening practices should last a half an hour longer.
35. You accidentally call your band director "Dad".
36. You CAN sight-read.
37. You can put on your uniform in less than two minutes.
38. Reeds taste good.
39. You actually understand your band director.
40. You think your plume is alive.
41. Marking time is your favorite form of exercise.
42. You have a neck-strap tan line.
43. You subconsciously start practicing with a pencil.
44. Numbers past 8 aren't important.
45. You still have concert music from 3 years ago memorized.
46. You roll-step through the cafeteria to avoid spilling your lunch.
47. You'd rather practice than read this list.
48. Letters past G aren't important.
49. When you're sitting alone in a room, you find yourself humming music from four years ago.
50. You get the jokes on this list.

disappointment part two.


do i feel cheated or what?

after waiting so long for harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban, i am throughly disappointed!


it is so wrong~ everything's wrong. if you read the book, dont watch the movie. or dont expect the movie to be like the book. cos it wont be at all. aergh. wont even go on. watch it at your own risk.


ok, so let's see tomorrow. for which i wont go for my lessons and go to twe band camp, and from there i'll go to have my mri. its like 700 bucks down the drain after that scan, damn. its like really costly. haiz. there goes like the i-pod that i wanted. not like its my fault that this happen but.. oh crap. a stuffy nose is coming.


oops. got a msg.. and its a comment how disappointing how harry potter was. told you so. till then.

guess what day it is?


nope. the answer is not vesak day.


its a bad day.


question: its a cool wednesday morning, i should still be lazing in my bed, or watching tv. but why am i here?


answer: cos its a bad day.


i'm supposed to be out now, waiting for my friends to have lunch and then troop off to the lotr exhibition, which ends tomorrow, and have a goood time. then why am i here again when i'm suppose to meet them in ten minutes?


because no one's going anymore. everyone has something on except me. one's going to ubin, one's going to buy furniture, one's going out with another and he's broke, one's celebrating her dad's birthday. all are valid excuses. but why am i still pissed?


i'm not meaning to diss any of you guys here, but i'm really disappointed. what's the point of going when one of you all are not going? its supposed to be a group outing. without any of you it'll be empty. ah shucks. enough.


anyway, i'll be going off for a camp next monday. it's at labrador park. dont know what it is either. heard its a quite freaky place. scary. oh yah. and for the third time within 3 weeks, i've been branded as too fierce and serious. damn